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by sannah handoz

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released July 3, 2017

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sannah handoz Lafayette, Louisiana

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Track Name: 06/28/17, 10.50 PM
i just wanna text you
i know you can't read my mind
i know that i can't read yours
but i could guess what id find
i hope your show goes well
the way you feel on the stage
the way you look in my eyes
it makes me want to be brave
and i still wish to kiss you
i know i could anytime
accept the sad on your face
when your lip touches mine
i wanna get wasted
to be held while i cry
my small shaking body
id be poisoned but fine
i know ill forget one day
whether on purpose or not
perhaps i will love again
perhaps i will rot
i feel misled by you
i thought the pain would be quick
like a bumblebee sting
or a sharp little stick
but it's quite like a splinter
a thorn in my side
the nail in my foot
the love of my life
Track Name: 06/29/17, 9.40 PM
here we are underneath my star
now were here and you’re happy we are
but you never noticed on the way that my car broke down
but you’re a fool you’ve got no plan
except to stick it to the man
could you be specific, be my hero, be my lamb?
i could be yours i could be pure
i could be lying on your floor
oh, if only, id forget to lock my doors
but your dog’s broke and mines laid off
no more kibble in their trough
i guess it’s only fair
to sell my organs and your drawers
you bring the yard ill bring the rake
do you think you’ve got what it takes
to defeat the man, the tiny man, living under the lake?
i can exercise and write
button all my buttons tight
if i better myself
you’ll want me better than before
i could be yours i could be pure
i could be lying on your floor
oh, if only, id forget to lock my doors
but your dog’s broke and mines laid off
no more kibble in their trough
i guess it’s only fair
to sell my organs and your drawers
I’m growing cold, my feet are numb
say goodbye my little plum
who would’ve known? that so soon my time would come
I’m leaving earth, moving to the light
theres no feelings there to fight
but ill return one dusk or dawn
if thats what you want
Track Name: 07/01/17, 9.11 AM
let me hold you
i know there's not much time to
but i don't know what else to do
and it'd make me smile
why can't i hide?
i think there's cops outside
soaked in formaldehyde
so can you hold me too?
Track Name: 7/5/17, 4.41 PM
if i could write down everything about us i'd have changed
if i could go back to the start and write down every tiny thing
but there's a reason fresh earth smells like dirt
right after heavy rain, and all the worms come to the surface to say hey
and i've missed you like 1000x the empty feeling after vomiting
i wish i would have known to miss you less when you were here
but there's got to be a reason that your hands fit into mine
or have i just fallen victim to your chestnut eyes?
do you remember holding me behind the play-n-trade
it was where i read my novels, we were torn apart by winter break
there was something promising about the way you held my gaze
when i came home we slept through the day
and i've missed you like 1000x the empty feeling after finishing
a book that you'd been reading for a careful stretch of time
and you've got me flutter-flying like a milkweed butterfly
or have i just fallen victim to your chestnut eyes?